saturdaynightbigcocksalaryman:
Who else out here trying to ignore the fact that longtime romantic love just might never be a part of your life
(via fadingmemoriesx)
being mentally ill + suicidal at a young age (before 18) is. strange, because you grow up with this idea that one day you’ll finally snap, turn off, be brave enough to kill yourself, so you don’t really plan for the future. adulthood- further life, it isn’t for you, nor do you feel included within the future of it. it isn’t.. it isn’t part of your life plan.
and then before you know it you’re 18 and you’re an adult but you never thought you’d get this far and sure it’s great that you’re still alive you guess but also. you feel so alone + lost in a world you never expected or planned to be a part of.
#your 20s is picking up the pieces and trying to play catch-up with ppl who had a plan (via merovingiens)
(Source: baku, via thefitally-deactivated20170430)
(Source: deeplifequotes, via thefitally-deactivated20170430)